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- 1 Even as the sun with purple-colour’d face
- 2 Had ta’en his last leave of the weeping morn,
- 3 Rose-cheek’d Adonis tried him to the chase;
- 4 Hunting he lov’d, but love he laugh’d to scorn;
- 5 Sick-thoughted Venus makes amain unto him,
- 6 And like a bold-fac’d suitor ’gins to woo him.
- 7 “Thrice fairer than myself,” thus she began,
- 8 “The field’s chief flower, sweet above compare,
- 9 Stain to all nymphs, more lovely than a man,
- 10 More white and red than doves or roses are:
- 11 Nature that made thee, with herself at strife,
- 12 Saith that the world hath ending with thy life.
- 13 “Vouchsafe, thou wonder, to alight thy steed,
- 14 And rein his proud head to the saddle-bow;
- 15 If thou wilt deign this favour, for thy meed
- 16 A thousand honey secrets shalt thou know:
- 17 Here come and sit, where never serpent hisses,
- 18 And being set, I’ll smother thee with kisses.
- 19 “And yet not cloy thy lips with loath’d satiety,
- 20 But rather famish them amid their plenty,
- 21 Making them red, and pale, with fresh variety:
- 22 Ten kisses short as one, one long as twenty:
- 23 A summer’s day will seem an hour but short,
- 24 Being wasted in such time-beguiling sport.”
- 25 With this she seizeth on his sweating palm,
- 26 The precedent of pith and livelihood,
- 27 And trembling in her passion, calls it balm,
- 28 Earth’s sovereign salve to do a goddess good:
- 29 Being so enrag’d, desire doth lend her force
- 30 Courageously to pluck him from his horse.
- 31 Over one arm the lusty courser’s rein,
- 32 Under her other was the tender boy,
- 33 Who blush’d and pouted in a dull disdain,
- 34 With leaden appetite, unapt to toy;
- 35 She red and hot as coals of glowing fire,
- 36 He red for shame, but frosty in desire.
- 37 The studded bridle on a ragged bough
- 38 Nimbly she fastens;—O! how quick is love!—
- 39 The steed is stalled up, and even now
- 40 To tie the rider she begins to prove:
- 41 Backward she push’d him, as she would be thrust,
- 42 And govern’d him in strength, though not in lust.
- 43 So soon was she along, as he was down,
- 44 Each leaning on their elbows and their hips:
- 45 Now doth she stroke his cheek, now doth he frown,
- 46 And ’gins to chide, but soon she stops his lips,
- 47 And kissing speaks, with lustful language broken,
- 48 “If thou wilt chide, thy lips shall never open.”
- 49 He burns with bashful shame, she with her tears
- 50 Doth quench the maiden burning of his cheeks;
- 51 Then with her windy sighs and golden hairs
- 52 To fan and blow them dry again she seeks.
- 53 He saith she is immodest, blames her miss;
- 54 What follows more, she murders with a kiss.
- 55 Even as an empty eagle, sharp by fast,
- 56 Tires with her beak on feathers, flesh and bone,
- 57 Shaking her wings, devouring all in haste,
- 58 Till either gorge be stuff’d or prey be gone:
- 59 Even so she kiss’d his brow, his cheek, his chin,
- 60 And where she ends she doth anew begin.
- 61 Forc’d to content, but never to obey,
- 62 Panting he lies, and breatheth in her face.
- 63 She feedeth on the steam, as on a prey,
- 64 And calls it heavenly moisture, air of grace,
- 65 Wishing her cheeks were gardens full of flowers
- 66 So they were dew’d with such distilling showers.
- 67 Look how a bird lies tangled in a net,
- 68 So fasten’d in her arms Adonis lies;
- 69 Pure shame and aw’d resistance made him fret,
- 70 Which bred more beauty in his angry eyes:
- 71 Rain added to a river that is rank
- 72 Perforce will force it overflow the bank.
- 73 Still she entreats, and prettily entreats,
- 74 For to a pretty ear she tunes her tale.
- 75 Still is he sullen, still he lours and frets,
- 76 ’Twixt crimson shame and anger ashy pale;
- 77 Being red she loves him best, and being white,
- 78 Her best is better’d with a more delight.
- 79 Look how he can, she cannot choose but love;
- 80 And by her fair immortal hand she swears,
- 81 From his soft bosom never to remove,
- 82 Till he take truce with her contending tears,
- 83 Which long have rain’d, making her cheeks all wet;
- 84 And one sweet kiss shall pay this countless debt.
- 85 Upon this promise did he raise his chin,
- 86 Like a dive-dapper peering through a wave,
- 87 Who, being look’d on, ducks as quickly in;
- 88 So offers he to give what she did crave,
- 89 But when her lips were ready for his pay,
- 90 He winks, and turns his lips another way.
- 91 Never did passenger in summer’s heat
- 92 More thirst for drink than she for this good turn.
- 93 Her help she sees, but help she cannot get;
- 94 She bathes in water, yet her fire must burn:
- 95 “O! pity,” ’gan she cry, “flint-hearted boy,
- 96 ’Tis but a kiss I beg; why art thou coy?
- 97 “I have been woo’d as I entreat thee now,
- 98 Even by the stern and direful god of war,
- 99 Whose sinewy neck in battle ne’er did bow,
- 100 Who conquers where he comes in every jar;
- 101 Yet hath he been my captive and my slave,
- 102 And begg’d for that which thou unask’d shalt have.
- 103 “Over my altars hath he hung his lance,
- 104 His batter’d shield, his uncontrolled crest,
- 105 And for my sake hath learn’d to sport and dance,
- 106 To toy, to wanton, dally, smile, and jest;
- 107 Scorning his churlish drum and ensign red
- 108 Making my arms his field, his tent my bed.
- 109 “Thus he that overrul’d I oversway’d,
- 110 Leading him prisoner in a red rose chain:
- 111 Strong-temper’d steel his stronger strength obey’d,
- 112 Yet was he servile to my coy disdain.
- 113 Oh be not proud, nor brag not of thy might,
- 114 For mast’ring her that foil’d the god of fight.
- 115 “Touch but my lips with those fair lips of thine,
- 116 Though mine be not so fair, yet are they red,
- 117 The kiss shall be thine own as well as mine:
- 118 What see’st thou in the ground? hold up thy head,
- 119 Look in mine eyeballs, there thy beauty lies;
- 120 Then why not lips on lips, since eyes in eyes?
- 121 “Art thou asham’d to kiss? then wink again,
- 122 And I will wink; so shall the day seem night.
- 123 Love keeps his revels where there are but twain;
- 124 Be bold to play, our sport is not in sight,
- 125 These blue-vein’d violets whereon we lean
- 126 Never can blab, nor know not what we mean.
- 127 “The tender spring upon thy tempting lip
- 128 Shows thee unripe; yet mayst thou well be tasted,
- 129 Make use of time, let not advantage slip;
- 130 Beauty within itself should not be wasted,
- 131 Fair flowers that are not gather’d in their prime
- 132 Rot, and consume themselves in little time.
- 133 “Were I hard-favour’d, foul, or wrinkled old,
- 134 Ill-nurtur’d, crooked, churlish, harsh in voice,
- 135 O’erworn, despised, rheumatic, and cold,
- 136 Thick-sighted, barren, lean, and lacking juice,
- 137 Then mightst thou pause, for then I were not for thee;
- 138 But having no defects, why dost abhor me?
- 139 “Thou canst not see one wrinkle in my brow,
- 140 Mine eyes are grey and bright, and quick in turning;
- 141 My beauty as the spring doth yearly grow,
- 142 My flesh is soft and plump, my marrow burning,
- 143 My smooth moist hand, were it with thy hand felt,
- 144 Would in thy palm dissolve, or seem to melt.
- 145 “Bid me discourse, I will enchant thine ear,
- 146 Or like a fairy, trip upon the green,
- 147 Or like a nymph, with long dishevell’d hair,
- 148 Dance on the sands, and yet no footing seen.
- 149 Love is a spirit all compact of fire,
- 150 Not gross to sink, but light, and will aspire.
- 151 “Witness this primrose bank whereon I lie:
- 152 These forceless flowers like sturdy trees support me;
- 153 Two strengthless doves will draw me through the sky,
- 154 From morn till night, even where I list to sport me.
- 155 Is love so light, sweet boy, and may it be
- 156 That thou shouldst think it heavy unto thee?
- 157 “Is thine own heart to thine own face affected?
- 158 Can thy right hand seize love upon thy left?
- 159 Then woo thyself, be of thyself rejected,
- 160 Steal thine own freedom, and complain on theft.
- 161 Narcissus so himself himself forsook,
- 162 And died to kiss his shadow in the brook.
- 163 “Torches are made to light, jewels to wear,
- 164 Dainties to taste, fresh beauty for the use,
- 165 Herbs for their smell, and sappy plants to bear;
- 166 Things growing to themselves are growth’s abuse,
- 167 Seeds spring from seeds, and beauty breedeth beauty;
- 168 Thou wast begot; to get it is thy duty.
- 169 “Upon the earth’s increase why shouldst thou feed,
- 170 Unless the earth with thy increase be fed?
- 171 By law of nature thou art bound to breed,
- 172 That thine may live when thou thyself art dead;
- 173 And so in spite of death thou dost survive,
- 174 In that thy likeness still is left alive.”
- 175 By this the love-sick queen began to sweat,
- 176 For where they lay the shadow had forsook them,
- 177 And Titan, tired in the midday heat,
- 178 With burning eye did hotly overlook them,
- 179 Wishing Adonis had his team to guide,
- 180 So he were like him and by Venus’ side.
- 181 And now Adonis with a lazy spright,
- 182 And with a heavy, dark, disliking eye,
- 183 His louring brows o’erwhelming his fair sight,
- 184 Like misty vapours when they blot the sky,
- 185 Souring his cheeks, cries, “Fie, no more of love:
- 186 The sun doth burn my face; I must remove.”
- 187 “Ay me,” quoth Venus, “young, and so unkind!
- 188 What bare excuses mak’st thou to be gone!
- 189 I’ll sigh celestial breath, whose gentle wind
- 190 Shall cool the heat of this descending sun:
- 191 I’ll make a shadow for thee of my hairs;
- 192 If they burn too, I’ll quench them with my tears.
- 193 “The sun that shines from heaven shines but warm,
- 194 And lo I lie between that sun and thee:
- 195 The heat I have from thence doth little harm,
- 196 Thine eye darts forth the fire that burneth me;
- 197 And were I not immortal, life were done,
- 198 Between this heavenly and earthly sun.
- 199 “Art thou obdurate, flinty, hard as steel?
- 200 Nay more than flint, for stone at rain relenteth:
- 201 Art thou a woman’s son and canst not feel
- 202 What ’tis to love, how want of love tormenteth?
- 203 O had thy mother borne so hard a mind,
- 204 She had not brought forth thee, but died unkind.
- 205 “What am I that thou shouldst contemn me this?
- 206 Or what great danger dwells upon my suit?
- 207 What were thy lips the worse for one poor kiss?
- 208 Speak, fair; but speak fair words, or else be mute:
- 209 Give me one kiss, I’ll give it thee again,
- 210 And one for int’rest, if thou wilt have twain.
- 211 “Fie, lifeless picture, cold and senseless stone,
- 212 Well-painted idol, image dull and dead,
- 213 Statue contenting but the eye alone,
- 214 Thing like a man, but of no woman bred:
- 215 Thou art no man, though of a man’s complexion,
- 216 For men will kiss even by their own direction.”
- 217 This said, impatience chokes her pleading tongue,
- 218 And swelling passion doth provoke a pause;
- 219 Red cheeks and fiery eyes blaze forth her wrong;
- 220 Being judge in love, she cannot right her cause.
- 221 And now she weeps, and now she fain would speak,
- 222 And now her sobs do her intendments break.
- 223 Sometimes she shakes her head, and then his hand,
- 224 Now gazeth she on him, now on the ground;
- 225 Sometimes her arms infold him like a band:
- 226 She would, he will not in her arms be bound;
- 227 And when from thence he struggles to be gone,
- 228 She locks her lily fingers one in one.
- 229 “Fondling,” she saith, “since I have hemm’d thee here
- 230 Within the circuit of this ivory pale,
- 231 I’ll be a park, and thou shalt be my deer;
- 232 Feed where thou wilt, on mountain or in dale:
- 233 Graze on my lips, and if those hills be dry,
- 234 Stray lower, where the pleasant fountains lie.
- 235 “Within this limit is relief enough,
- 236 Sweet bottom grass and high delightful plain,
- 237 Round rising hillocks, brakes obscure and rough,
- 238 To shelter thee from tempest and from rain:
- 239 Then be my deer, since I am such a park,
- 240 No dog shall rouse thee, though a thousand bark.”
- 241 At this Adonis smiles as in disdain,
- 242 That in each cheek appears a pretty dimple;
- 243 Love made those hollows, if himself were slain,
- 244 He might be buried in a tomb so simple;
- 245 Foreknowing well, if there he came to lie,
- 246 Why there love liv’d, and there he could not die.
- 247 These lovely caves, these round enchanting pits,
- 248 Open’d their mouths to swallow Venus’ liking.
- 249 Being mad before, how doth she now for wits?
- 250 Struck dead at first, what needs a second striking?
- 251 Poor queen of love, in thine own law forlorn,
- 252 To love a cheek that smiles at thee in scorn!
- 253 Now which way shall she turn? what shall she say?
- 254 Her words are done, her woes the more increasing;
- 255 The time is spent, her object will away,
- 256 And from her twining arms doth urge releasing:
- 257 “Pity,” she cries; “some favour, some remorse!”
- 258 Away he springs, and hasteth to his horse.
- 259 But lo from forth a copse that neighbours by,
- 260 A breeding jennet, lusty, young, and proud,
- 261 Adonis’ tramping courser doth espy,
- 262 And forth she rushes, snorts and neighs aloud:
- 263 The strong-neck’d steed, being tied unto a tree,
- 264 Breaketh his rein, and to her straight goes he.
- 265 Imperiously he leaps, he neighs, he bounds,
- 266 And now his woven girths he breaks asunder;
- 267 The bearing earth with his hard hoof he wounds,
- 268 Whose hollow womb resounds like heaven’s thunder;
- 269 The iron bit he crusheth ’tween his teeth,
- 270 Controlling what he was controlled with.
- 271 His ears up-prick’d; his braided hanging mane
- 272 Upon his compass’d crest now stand on end;
- 273 His nostrils drink the air, and forth again,
- 274 As from a furnace, vapours doth he send:
- 275 His eye, which scornfully glisters like fire,
- 276 Shows his hot courage and his high desire.
- 277 Sometime he trots, as if he told the steps,
- 278 With gentle majesty and modest pride;
- 279 Anon he rears upright, curvets and leaps,
- 280 As who should say, “Lo thus my strength is tried;
- 281 And this I do to captivate the eye
- 282 Of the fair breeder that is standing by.”
- 283 What recketh he his rider’s angry stir,
- 284 His flattering “Holla”, or his “Stand, I say”?
- 285 What cares he now for curb or pricking spur?
- 286 For rich caparisons or trappings gay?
- 287 He sees his love, and nothing else he sees,
- 288 Nor nothing else with his proud sight agrees.
- 289 Look when a painter would surpass the life,
- 290 In limning out a well-proportion’d steed,
- 291 His art with nature’s workmanship at strife,
- 292 As if the dead the living should exceed:
- 293 So did this horse excel a common one,
- 294 In shape, in courage, colour, pace and bone.
- 295 Round-hoof’d, short-jointed, fetlocks shag and long,
- 296 Broad breast, full eye, small head, and nostril wide,
- 297 High crest, short ears, straight legs and passing strong,
- 298 Thin mane, thick tail, broad buttock, tender hide:
- 299 Look, what a horse should have he did not lack,
- 300 Save a proud rider on so proud a back.
- 301 Sometimes he scuds far off, and there he stares;
- 302 Anon he starts at stirring of a feather:
- 303 To bid the wind a base he now prepares,
- 304 And where he run or fly they know not whether;
- 305 For through his mane and tail the high wind sings,
- 306 Fanning the hairs, who wave like feather’d wings.
- 307 He looks upon his love, and neighs unto her;
- 308 She answers him as if she knew his mind,
- 309 Being proud, as females are, to see him woo her,
- 310 She puts on outward strangeness, seems unkind,
- 311 Spurns at his love and scorns the heat he feels,
- 312 Beating his kind embracements with her heels.
- 313 Then like a melancholy malcontent,
- 314 He vails his tail that like a falling plume,
- 315 Cool shadow to his melting buttock lent:
- 316 He stamps, and bites the poor flies in his fume.
- 317 His love, perceiving how he was enrag’d,
- 318 Grew kinder, and his fury was assuag’d.
- 319 His testy master goeth about to take him,
- 320 When lo the unback’d breeder, full of fear,
- 321 Jealous of catching, swiftly doth forsake him,
- 322 With her the horse, and left Adonis there:
- 323 As they were mad, unto the wood they hie them,
- 324 Outstripping crows that strive to overfly them.
- 325 All swoln with chafing, down Adonis sits,
- 326 Banning his boisterous and unruly beast;
- 327 And now the happy season once more fits
- 328 That love-sick love by pleading may be blest;
- 329 For lovers say, the heart hath treble wrong,
- 330 When it is barr’d the aidance of the tongue.
- 331 An oven that is stopp’d, or river stay’d,
- 332 Burneth more hotly, swelleth with more rage:
- 333 So of concealed sorrow may be said,
- 334 Free vent of words love’s fire doth assuage;
- 335 But when the heart’s attorney once is mute,
- 336 The client breaks, as desperate in his suit.
- 337 He sees her coming, and begins to glow,
- 338 Even as a dying coal revives with wind,
- 339 And with his bonnet hides his angry brow,
- 340 Looks on the dull earth with disturbed mind,
- 341 Taking no notice that she is so nigh,
- 342 For all askance he holds her in his eye.
- 343 O what a sight it was, wistly to view
- 344 How she came stealing to the wayward boy,
- 345 To note the fighting conflict of her hue,
- 346 How white and red each other did destroy:
- 347 But now her cheek was pale, and by and by
- 348 It flash’d forth fire, as lightning from the sky.
- 349 Now was she just before him as he sat,
- 350 And like a lowly lover down she kneels;
- 351 With one fair hand she heaveth up his hat,
- 352 Her other tender hand his fair cheek feels:
- 353 His tend’rer cheek receives her soft hand’s print,
- 354 As apt as new-fall’n snow takes any dint.
- 355 Oh what a war of looks was then between them,
- 356 Her eyes petitioners to his eyes suing,
- 357 His eyes saw her eyes, as they had not seen them,
- 358 Her eyes woo’d still, his eyes disdain’d the wooing:
- 359 And all this dumb play had his acts made plain
- 360 With tears, which, chorus-like, her eyes did rain.
- 361 Full gently now she takes him by the hand,
- 362 A lily prison’d in a gaol of snow,
- 363 Or ivory in an alabaster band,
- 364 So white a friend engirts so white a foe:
- 365 This beauteous combat, wilful and unwilling,
- 366 Show’d like two silver doves that sit a-billing.
- 367 Once more the engine of her thoughts began:
- 368 “O fairest mover on this mortal round,
- 369 Would thou wert as I am, and I a man,
- 370 My heart all whole as thine, thy heart my wound,
- 371 For one sweet look thy help I would assure thee,
- 372 Though nothing but my body’s bane would cure thee.”
- 373 “Give me my hand,” saith he, “why dost thou feel it?”
- 374 “Give me my heart,” saith she, “and thou shalt have it.
- 375 O give it me lest thy hard heart do steel it,
- 376 And being steel’d, soft sighs can never grave it.
- 377 Then love’s deep groans I never shall regard,
- 378 Because Adonis’ heart hath made mine hard.”
- 379 “For shame,” he cries, “let go, and let me go,
- 380 My day’s delight is past, my horse is gone,
- 381 And ’tis your fault I am bereft him so,
- 382 I pray you hence, and leave me here alone,
- 383 For all my mind, my thought, my busy care,
- 384 Is how to get my palfrey from the mare.”
- 385 Thus she replies: “Thy palfrey as he should,
- 386 Welcomes the warm approach of sweet desire,
- 387 Affection is a coal that must be cool’d;
- 388 Else, suffer’d, it will set the heart on fire,
- 389 The sea hath bounds, but deep desire hath none;
- 390 Therefore no marvel though thy horse be gone.
- 391 “How like a jade he stood tied to the tree,
- 392 Servilely master’d with a leathern rein!
- 393 But when he saw his love, his youth’s fair fee,
- 394 He held such petty bondage in disdain;
- 395 Throwing the base thong from his bending crest,
- 396 Enfranchising his mouth, his back, his breast.
- 397 “Who sees his true-love in her naked bed,
- 398 Teaching the sheets a whiter hue than white,
- 399 But when his glutton eye so full hath fed,
- 400 His other agents aim at like delight?
- 401 Who is so faint that dare not be so bold
- 402 To touch the fire, the weather being cold?
- 403 “Let me excuse thy courser, gentle boy,
- 404 And learn of him, I heartily beseech thee,
- 405 To take advantage on presented joy,
- 406 Though I were dumb, yet his proceedings teach thee.
- 407 O learn to love, the lesson is but plain,
- 408 And once made perfect, never lost again.”
- 409 “I know not love,” quoth he, “nor will not know it,
- 410 Unless it be a boar, and then I chase it;
- 411 ’Tis much to borrow, and I will not owe it;
- 412 My love to love is love but to disgrace it;
- 413 For I have heard, it is a life in death,
- 414 That laughs and weeps, and all but with a breath.
- 415 “Who wears a garment shapeless and unfinish’d?
- 416 Who plucks the bud before one leaf put forth?
- 417 If springing things be any jot diminish’d,
- 418 They wither in their prime, prove nothing worth;
- 419 The colt that’s back’d and burden’d being young,
- 420 Loseth his pride, and never waxeth strong.
- 421 “You hurt my hand with wringing. Let us part,
- 422 And leave this idle theme, this bootless chat:
- 423 Remove your siege from my unyielding heart,
- 424 To love’s alarms it will not ope the gate:
- 425 Dismiss your vows, your feigned tears, your flatt’ry;
- 426 For where a heart is hard they make no batt’ry.”
- 427 “What! canst thou talk?” quoth she, “hast thou a tongue?
- 428 O would thou hadst not, or I had no hearing;
- 429 Thy mermaid’s voice hath done me double wrong;
- 430 I had my load before, now press’d with bearing:
- 431 Melodious discord, heavenly tune, harsh-sounding,
- 432 Ear’s deep sweet music, and heart’s deep sore wounding.
- 433 “Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love
- 434 That inward beauty and invisible;
- 435 Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move
- 436 Each part in me that were but sensible:
- 437 Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,
- 438 Yet should I be in love by touching thee.
- 439 “Say that the sense of feeling were bereft me,
- 440 And that I could not see, nor hear, nor touch,
- 441 And nothing but the very smell were left me,
- 442 Yet would my love to thee be still as much;
- 443 For from the stillitory of thy face excelling
- 444 Comes breath perfum’d, that breedeth love by smelling.
- 445 “But oh what banquet wert thou to the taste,
- 446 Being nurse and feeder of the other four;
- 447 Would they not wish the feast might ever last,
- 448 And bid suspicion double-lock the door,
- 449 Lest jealousy, that sour unwelcome guest,
- 450 Should by his stealing in disturb the feast?”
- 451 Once more the ruby-colour’d portal open’d,
- 452 Which to his speech did honey passage yield,
- 453 Like a red morn that ever yet betoken’d
- 454 Wrack to the seaman, tempest to the field,
- 455 Sorrow to shepherds, woe unto the birds,
- 456 Gusts and foul flaws to herdmen and to herds.
- 457 This ill presage advisedly she marketh:
- 458 Even as the wind is hush’d before it raineth,
- 459 Or as the wolf doth grin before he barketh,
- 460 Or as the berry breaks before it staineth,
- 461 Or like the deadly bullet of a gun,
- 462 His meaning struck her ere his words begun.
- 463 And at his look she flatly falleth down
- 464 For looks kill love, and love by looks reviveth;
- 465 A smile recures the wounding of a frown;
- 466 But blessed bankrout, that by love so thriveth!
- 467 The silly boy, believing she is dead,
- 468 Claps her pale cheek, till clapping makes it red.
- 469 And all amaz’d brake off his late intent,
- 470 For sharply he did think to reprehend her,
- 471 Which cunning love did wittily prevent:
- 472 Fair fall the wit that can so well defend her!
- 473 For on the grass she lies as she were slain,
- 474 Till his breath breatheth life in her again.
- 475 He wrings her nose, he strikes her on the cheeks,
- 476 He bends her fingers, holds her pulses hard,
- 477 He chafes her lips; a thousand ways he seeks
- 478 To mend the hurt that his unkindness marr’d:
- 479 He kisses her; and she, by her good will,
- 480 Will never rise, so he will kiss her still.
- 481 The night of sorrow now is turn’d to day:
- 482 Her two blue windows faintly she up-heaveth,
- 483 Like the fair sun when in his fresh array
- 484 He cheers the morn, and all the world relieveth:
- 485 And as the bright sun glorifies the sky,
- 486 So is her face illumin’d with her eye.
- 487 Whose beams upon his hairless face are fix’d,
- 488 As if from thence they borrow’d all their shine.
- 489 Were never four such lamps together mix’d,
- 490 Had not his clouded with his brow’s repine;
- 491 But hers, which through the crystal tears gave light
- 492 Shone like the moon in water seen by night.
- 493 “O where am I?” quoth she, “in earth or heaven?
- 494 Or in the ocean drench’d, or in the fire?
- 495 What hour is this? or morn or weary even?
- 496 Do I delight to die, or life desire?
- 497 But now I liv’d, and life was death’s annoy;
- 498 But now I died, and death was lively joy.
- 499 “O thou didst kill me; kill me once again:
- 500 Thy eyes’ shrewd tutor, that hard heart of thine,
- 501 Hath taught them scornful tricks, and such disdain,
- 502 That they have murder’d this poor heart of mine;
- 503 And these mine eyes, true leaders to their queen,
- 504 But for thy piteous lips no more had seen.
- 505 “Long may they kiss each other for this cure!
- 506 Oh never let their crimson liveries wear,
- 507 And as they last, their verdure still endure,
- 508 To drive infection from the dangerous year:
- 509 That the star-gazers, having writ on death,
- 510 May say, the plague is banish’d by thy breath.
- 511 “Pure lips, sweet seals in my soft lips imprinted,
- 512 What bargains may I make, still to be sealing?
- 513 To sell myself I can be well contented,
- 514 So thou wilt buy, and pay, and use good dealing;
- 515 Which purchase if thou make, for fear of slips,
- 516 Set thy seal manual on my wax-red lips.
- 517 “A thousand kisses buys my heart from me;
- 518 And pay them at thy leisure, one by one,
- 519 What is ten hundred touches unto thee?
- 520 Are they not quickly told and quickly gone?
- 521 Say, for non-payment that the debt should double,
- 522 Is twenty hundred kisses such a trouble?”
- 523 “Fair queen,” quoth he, “if any love you owe me,
- 524 Measure my strangeness with my unripe years:
- 525 Before I know myself, seek not to know me;
- 526 No fisher but the ungrown fry forbears:
- 527 The mellow plum doth fall, the green sticks fast,
- 528 Or being early pluck’d, is sour to taste.
- 529 “Look the world’s comforter, with weary gait
- 530 His day’s hot task hath ended in the west;
- 531 The owl, night’s herald, shrieks, ’tis very late;
- 532 The sheep are gone to fold, birds to their nest,
- 533 And coal-black clouds that shadow heaven’s light
- 534 Do summon us to part, and bid good night.
- 535 “Now let me say good night, and so say you;
- 536 If you will say so, you shall have a kiss.”
- 537 “Good night,” quoth she; and ere he says adieu,
- 538 The honey fee of parting tender’d is:
- 539 Her arms do lend his neck a sweet embrace;
- 540 Incorporate then they seem, face grows to face.
- 541 Till breathless he disjoin’d, and backward drew
- 542 The heavenly moisture, that sweet coral mouth,
- 543 Whose precious taste her thirsty lips well knew,
- 544 Whereon they surfeit, yet complain on drouth,
- 545 He with her plenty press’d, she faint with dearth,
- 546 Their lips together glued, fall to the earth.
- 547 Now quick desire hath caught the yielding prey,
- 548 And glutton-like she feeds, yet never filleth;
- 549 Her lips are conquerors, his lips obey,
- 550 Paying what ransom the insulter willeth;
- 551 Whose vulture thought doth pitch the price so high,
- 552 That she will draw his lips’ rich treasure dry.
- 553 And having felt the sweetness of the spoil,
- 554 With blindfold fury she begins to forage;
- 555 Her face doth reek and smoke, her blood doth boil,
- 556 And careless lust stirs up a desperate courage,
- 557 Planting oblivion, beating reason back,
- 558 Forgetting shame’s pure blush and honour’s wrack.
- 559 Hot, faint, and weary, with her hard embracing,
- 560 Like a wild bird being tam’d with too much handling,
- 561 Or as the fleet-foot roe that’s tir’d with chasing,
- 562 Or like the froward infant still’d with dandling:
- 563 He now obeys, and now no more resisteth,
- 564 While she takes all she can, not all she listeth.
- 565 What wax so frozen but dissolves with temp’ring,
- 566 And yields at last to every light impression?
- 567 Things out of hope are compass’d oft with vent’ring,
- 568 Chiefly in love, whose leave exceeds commission:
- 569 Affection faints not like a pale-fac’d coward,
- 570 But then woos best when most his choice is froward.
- 571 When he did frown, O had she then gave over,
- 572 Such nectar from his lips she had not suck’d.
- 573 Foul words and frowns must not repel a lover;
- 574 What though the rose have prickles, yet ’tis pluck’d.
- 575 Were beauty under twenty locks kept fast,
- 576 Yet love breaks through, and picks them all at last.
- 577 For pity now she can no more detain him;
- 578 The poor fool prays her that he may depart:
- 579 She is resolv’d no longer to restrain him,
- 580 Bids him farewell, and look well to her heart,
- 581 The which by Cupid’s bow she doth protest,
- 582 He carries thence encaged in his breast.
- 583 “Sweet boy,” she says, “this night I’ll waste in sorrow,
- 584 For my sick heart commands mine eyes to watch.
- 585 Tell me, love’s master, shall we meet tomorrow
- 586 Say, shall we? shall we? wilt thou make the match?”
- 587 He tells her no, tomorrow he intends
- 588 To hunt the boar with certain of his friends.
- 589 “The boar!” quoth she; whereat a sudden pale,
- 590 Like lawn being spread upon the blushing rose,
- 591 Usurps her cheek, she trembles at his tale,
- 592 And on his neck her yoking arms she throws.
- 593 She sinketh down, still hanging by his neck,
- 594 He on her belly falls, she on her back.
- 595 Now is she in the very lists of love,
- 596 Her champion mounted for the hot encounter:
- 597 All is imaginary she doth prove,
- 598 He will not manage her, although he mount her;
- 599 That worse than Tantalus’ is her annoy,
- 600 To clip Elysium and to lack her joy.
- 601 Even as poor birds, deceiv’d with painted grapes,
- 602 Do surfeit by the eye and pine the maw:
- 603 Even so she languisheth in her mishaps,
- 604 As those poor birds that helpless berries saw.
- 605 The warm effects which she in him finds missing,
- 606 She seeks to kindle with continual kissing.
- 607 But all in vain, good queen, it will not be,
- 608 She hath assay’d as much as may be prov’d;
- 609 Her pleading hath deserv’d a greater fee;
- 610 She’s love, she loves, and yet she is not lov’d.
- 611 “Fie, fie,” he says, “you crush me; let me go;
- 612 You have no reason to withhold me so.”
- 613 “Thou hadst been gone,” quoth she, “sweet boy, ere this,
- 614 But that thou told’st me thou wouldst hunt the boar.
- 615 Oh be advis’d; thou know’st not what it is,
- 616 With javelin’s point a churlish swine to gore,
- 617 Whose tushes never sheath’d he whetteth still,
- 618 Like to a mortal butcher, bent to kill.
- 619 “On his bow-back he hath a battle set
- 620 Of bristly pikes, that ever threat his foes;
- 621 His eyes like glow-worms shine when he doth fret;
- 622 His snout digs sepulchres where’er he goes;
- 623 Being mov’d, he strikes whate’er is in his way,
- 624 And whom he strikes his crooked tushes slay.
- 625 “His brawny sides, with hairy bristles armed,
- 626 Are better proof than thy spear’s point can enter;
- 627 His short thick neck cannot be easily harmed;
- 628 Being ireful, on the lion he will venture:
- 629 The thorny brambles and embracing bushes,
- 630 As fearful of him, part, through whom he rushes.
- 631 “Alas! he naught esteems that face of thine,
- 632 To which love’s eyes pay tributary gazes;
- 633 Nor thy soft hands, sweet lips, and crystal eyne,
- 634 Whose full perfection all the world amazes;
- 635 But having thee at vantage, wondrous dread!
- 636 Would root these beauties as he roots the mead.
- 637 “Oh let him keep his loathsome cabin still,
- 638 Beauty hath naught to do with such foul fiends:
- 639 Come not within his danger by thy will;
- 640 They that thrive well, take counsel of their friends.
- 641 When thou didst name the boar, not to dissemble,
- 642 I fear’d thy fortune, and my joints did tremble.
- 643 “Didst thou not mark my face, was it not white?
- 644 Saw’st thou not signs of fear lurk in mine eye?
- 645 Grew I not faint, and fell I not downright?
- 646 Within my bosom, whereon thou dost lie,
- 647 My boding heart pants, beats, and takes no rest,
- 648 But like an earthquake, shakes thee on my breast.
- 649 “For where love reigns, disturbing jealousy
- 650 Doth call himself affection’s sentinel;
- 651 Gives false alarms, suggesteth mutiny,
- 652 And in a peaceful hour doth cry “Kill, kill!”
- 653 Distemp’ring gentle love in his desire,
- 654 As air and water do abate the fire.
- 655 “This sour informer, this bate-breeding spy,
- 656 This canker that eats up love’s tender spring,
- 657 This carry-tale, dissentious jealousy,
- 658 That sometime true news, sometime false doth bring,
- 659 Knocks at my heart, and whispers in mine ear,
- 660 That if I love thee, I thy death should fear.
- 661 “And more than so, presenteth to mine eye
- 662 The picture of an angry chafing boar,
- 663 Under whose sharp fangs on his back doth lie
- 664 An image like thyself, all stain’d with gore;
- 665 Whose blood upon the fresh flowers being shed,
- 666 Doth make them droop with grief and hang the head.
- 667 “What should I do, seeing thee so indeed,
- 668 That tremble at th’imagination?
- 669 The thought of it doth make my faint heart bleed,
- 670 And fear doth teach it divination:
- 671 I prophesy thy death, my living sorrow,
- 672 If thou encounter with the boar tomorrow.
- 673 “But if thou needs wilt hunt, be rul’d by me;
- 674 Uncouple at the timorous flying hare,
- 675 Or at the fox which lives by subtilty,
- 676 Or at the roe which no encounter dare:
- 677 Pursue these fearful creatures o’er the downs,
- 678 And on thy well-breath’d horse keep with thy hounds.
- 679 “And when thou hast on foot the purblind hare,
- 680 Mark the poor wretch, to overshoot his troubles
- 681 How he outruns the wind, and with what care
- 682 He cranks and crosses with a thousand doubles:
- 683 The many musits through the which he goes
- 684 Are like a labyrinth to amaze his foes.
- 685 “Sometime he runs among a flock of sheep,
- 686 To make the cunning hounds mistake their smell,
- 687 And sometime where earth-delving conies keep,
- 688 To stop the loud pursuers in their yell,
- 689 And sometime sorteth with a herd of deer;
- 690 Danger deviseth shifts, wit waits on fear.
- 691 “For there his smell with others being mingled,
- 692 The hot scent-snuffing hounds are driven to doubt,
- 693 Ceasing their clamorous cry, till they have singled
- 694 With much ado the cold fault cleanly out;
- 695 Then do they spend their mouths: echo replies,
- 696 As if another chase were in the skies.
- 697 “By this, poor Wat, far off upon a hill,
- 698 Stands on his hinder legs with list’ning ear,
- 699 To hearken if his foes pursue him still.
- 700 Anon their loud alarums he doth hear;
- 701 And now his grief may be compared well
- 702 To one sore sick that hears the passing bell.
- 703 “Then shalt thou see the dew-bedabbled wretch
- 704 Turn, and return, indenting with the way,
- 705 Each envious briar his weary legs do scratch,
- 706 Each shadow makes him stop, each murmur stay:
- 707 For misery is trodden on by many,
- 708 And being low never reliev’d by any.
- 709 “Lie quietly, and hear a little more;
- 710 Nay, do not struggle, for thou shalt not rise:
- 711 To make thee hate the hunting of the boar,
- 712 Unlike myself thou hear’st me moralize,
- 713 Applying this to that, and so to so,
- 714 For love can comment upon every woe.
- 715 “Where did I leave?” “No matter where,” quoth he
- 716 “Leave me, and then the story aptly ends:
- 717 The night is spent.” “Why, what of that?” quoth she.
- 718 “I am,” quoth he, “expected of my friends;
- 719 And now ’tis dark, and going I shall fall.”
- 720 “In night,” quoth she, “desire sees best of all.”
- 721 But if thou fall, oh then imagine this,
- 722 The earth, in love with thee, thy footing trips,
- 723 And all is but to rob thee of a kiss.
- 724 Rich preys make true men thieves; so do thy lips
- 725 Make modest Dian cloudy and forlorn,
- 726 Lest she should steal a kiss and die forsworn.
- 727 “Now of this dark night I perceive the reason:
- 728 Cynthia for shame obscures her silver shine
- 729 Till forging nature be condemn’d of treason,
- 730 For stealing moulds from heaven, that were divine;
- 731 Wherein she fram’d thee, in high heaven’s despite,
- 732 To shame the sun by day and her by night.
- 733 “And therefore hath she brib’d the destinies,
- 734 To cross the curious workmanship of nature,
- 735 To mingle beauty with infirmities,
- 736 And pure perfection with impure defeature,
- 737 Making it subject to the tyranny
- 738 Of mad mischances and much misery.
- 739 “As burning fevers, agues pale and faint,
- 740 Life-poisoning pestilence and frenzies wood,
- 741 The marrow-eating sickness, whose attaint
- 742 Disorder breeds by heating of the blood;
- 743 Surfeits, imposthumes, grief, and damn’d despair,
- 744 Swear nature’s death, for framing thee so fair.
- 745 “And not the least of all these maladies
- 746 But in one minute’s fight brings beauty under:
- 747 Both favour, savour, hue and qualities,
- 748 Whereat th’impartial gazer late did wonder,
- 749 Are on the sudden wasted, thaw’d and done,
- 750 As mountain snow melts with the midday sun.
- 751 “Therefore despite of fruitless chastity,
- 752 Love-lacking vestals and self-loving nuns,
- 753 That on the earth would breed a scarcity
- 754 And barren dearth of daughters and of sons,
- 755 Be prodigal: the lamp that burns by night
- 756 Dries up his oil to lend the world his light.
- 757 “What is thy body but a swallowing grave,
- 758 Seeming to bury that posterity,
- 759 Which by the rights of time thou needs must have,
- 760 If thou destroy them not in dark obscurity?
- 761 If so, the world will hold thee in disdain,
- 762 Sith in thy pride so fair a hope is slain.
- 763 “So in thyself thyself art made away;
- 764 A mischief worse than civil home-bred strife,
- 765 Or theirs whose desperate hands themselves do slay,
- 766 Or butcher sire that reeves his son of life.
- 767 Foul cank’ring rust the hidden treasure frets,
- 768 But gold that’s put to use more gold begets.”
- 769 “Nay then,” quoth Adon, “you will fall again
- 770 Into your idle over-handled theme;
- 771 The kiss I gave you is bestow’d in vain,
- 772 And all in vain you strive against the stream;
- 773 For by this black-fac’d night, desire’s foul nurse,
- 774 Your treatise makes me like you worse and worse.
- 775 “If love have lent you twenty thousand tongues,
- 776 And every tongue more moving than your own,
- 777 Bewitching like the wanton mermaid’s songs,
- 778 Yet from mine ear the tempting tune is blown;
- 779 For know, my heart stands armed in mine ear,
- 780 And will not let a false sound enter there.
- 781 “Lest the deceiving harmony should run
- 782 Into the quiet closure of my breast,
- 783 And then my little heart were quite undone,
- 784 In his bedchamber to be barr’d of rest.
- 785 No, lady, no; my heart longs not to groan,
- 786 But soundly sleeps, while now it sleeps alone.
- 787 “What have you urg’d that I cannot reprove?
- 788 The path is smooth that leadeth on to danger;
- 789 I hate not love, but your device in love
- 790 That lends embracements unto every stranger.
- 791 You do it for increase: O strange excuse!
- 792 When reason is the bawd to lust’s abuse.
- 793 “Call it not, love, for love to heaven is fled,
- 794 Since sweating lust on earth usurp’d his name;
- 795 Under whose simple semblance he hath fed
- 796 Upon fresh beauty, blotting it with blame;
- 797 Which the hot tyrant stains and soon bereaves,
- 798 As caterpillars do the tender leaves.
- 799 “Love comforteth like sunshine after rain,
- 800 But lust’s effect is tempest after sun;
- 801 Love’s gentle spring doth always fresh remain,
- 802 Lust’s winter comes ere summer half be done.
- 803 Love surfeits not, lust like a glutton dies;
- 804 Love is all truth, lust full of forged lies.
- 805 “More I could tell, but more I dare not say;
- 806 The text is old, the orator too green.
- 807 Therefore, in sadness, now I will away;
- 808 My face is full of shame, my heart of teen,
- 809 Mine ears, that to your wanton talk attended
- 810 Do burn themselves for having so offended.”
- 811 With this he breaketh from the sweet embrace
- 812 Of those fair arms which bound him to her breast,
- 813 And homeward through the dark laund runs apace;
- 814 Leaves love upon her back deeply distress’d.
- 815 Look how a bright star shooteth from the sky,
- 816 So glides he in the night from Venus’ eye.
- 817 Which after him she darts, as one on shore
- 818 Gazing upon a late embarked friend,
- 819 Till the wild waves will have him seen no more,
- 820 Whose ridges with the meeting clouds contend:
- 821 So did the merciless and pitchy night
- 822 Fold in the object that did feed her sight.
- 823 Whereat amaz’d, as one that unaware
- 824 Hath dropp’d a precious jewel in the flood,
- 825 Or ’stonish’d as night-wanderers often are,
- 826 Their light blown out in some mistrustful wood;
- 827 Even so confounded in the dark she lay,
- 828 Having lost the fair discovery of her way.
- 829 And now she beats her heart, whereat it groans,
- 830 That all the neighbour caves, as seeming troubled,
- 831 Make verbal repetition of her moans;
- 832 Passion on passion deeply is redoubled:
- 833 “Ay me!” she cries, and twenty times, “Woe, woe!”
- 834 And twenty echoes twenty times cry so.
- 835 She marking them, begins a wailing note,
- 836 And sings extemporally a woeful ditty;
- 837 How love makes young men thrall, and old men dote,
- 838 How love is wise in folly foolish witty:
- 839 Her heavy anthem still concludes in woe,
- 840 And still the choir of echoes answer so.
- 841 Her song was tedious, and outwore the night,
- 842 For lovers’ hours are long, though seeming short,
- 843 If pleas’d themselves, others they think, delight
- 844 In such like circumstance, with such like sport:
- 845 Their copious stories oftentimes begun,
- 846 End without audience, and are never done.
- 847 For who hath she to spend the night withal,
- 848 But idle sounds resembling parasites;
- 849 Like shrill-tongu’d tapsters answering every call,
- 850 Soothing the humour of fantastic wits?
- 851 She says, “’Tis so:” they answer all, “’Tis so;”
- 852 And would say after her, if she said “No.”
- 853 Lo here the gentle lark, weary of rest,
- 854 From his moist cabinet mounts up on high,
- 855 And wakes the morning, from whose silver breast
- 856 The sun ariseth in his majesty;
- 857 Who doth the world so gloriously behold,
- 858 That cedar tops and hills seem burnish’d gold.
- 859 Venus salutes him with this fair good morrow:
- 860 “Oh thou clear god, and patron of all light,
- 861 From whom each lamp and shining star doth borrow
- 862 The beauteous influence that makes him bright,
- 863 There lives a son that suck’d an earthly mother,
- 864 May lend thee light, as thou dost lend to other.”
- 865 This said, she hasteth to a myrtle grove,
- 866 Musing the morning is so much o’erworn,
- 867 And yet she hears no tidings of her love;
- 868 She hearkens for his hounds and for his horn.
- 869 Anon she hears them chant it lustily,
- 870 And all in haste she coasteth to the cry.
- 871 And as she runs, the bushes in the way
- 872 Some catch her by the neck, some kiss her face,
- 873 Some twine about her thigh to make her stay:
- 874 She wildly breaketh from their strict embrace,
- 875 Like a milch doe, whose swelling dugs do ache,
- 876 Hasting to feed her fawn hid in some brake.
- 877 By this she hears the hounds are at a bay,
- 878 Whereat she starts like one that spies an adder
- 879 Wreath’d up in fatal folds just in his way,
- 880 The fear whereof doth make him shake and shudder;
- 881 Even so the timorous yelping of the hounds
- 882 Appals her senses, and her spirit confounds.
- 883 For now she knows it is no gentle chase,
- 884 But the blunt boar, rough bear, or lion proud,
- 885 Because the cry remaineth in one place,
- 886 Where fearfully the dogs exclaim aloud,
- 887 Finding their enemy to be so curst,
- 888 They all strain court’sy who shall cope him first.
- 889 This dismal cry rings sadly in her ear,
- 890 Through which it enters to surprise her heart;
- 891 Who overcome by doubt and bloodless fear,
- 892 With cold-pale weakness numbs each feeling part;
- 893 Like soldiers when their captain once doth yield,
- 894 They basely fly and dare not stay the field.
- 895 Thus stands she in a trembling ecstasy,
- 896 Till cheering up her senses sore dismay’d,
- 897 She tells them ’tis a causeless fantasy,
- 898 And childish error, that they are afraid;
- 899 Bids them leave quaking, bids them fear no more:
- 900 And with that word, she spied the hunted boar.
- 901 Whose frothy mouth bepainted all with red,
- 902 Like milk and blood being mingled both together,
- 903 A second fear through all her sinews spread,
- 904 Which madly hurries her she knows not whither:
- 905 This way she runs, and now she will no further,
- 906 But back retires, to rate the boar for murther.
- 907 A thousand spleens bear her a thousand ways,
- 908 She treads the path that she untreads again;
- 909 Her more than haste is mated with delays,
- 910 Like the proceedings of a drunken brain,
- 911 Full of respects, yet naught at all respecting,
- 912 In hand with all things, naught at all effecting.
- 913 Here kennel’d in a brake she finds a hound,
- 914 And asks the weary caitiff for his master,
- 915 And there another licking of his wound,
- 916 ’Gainst venom’d sores the only sovereign plaster.
- 917 And here she meets another sadly scowling,
- 918 To whom she speaks, and he replies with howling.
- 919 When he hath ceas’d his ill-resounding noise,
- 920 Another flap-mouth’d mourner, black and grim,
- 921 Against the welkin volleys out his voice;
- 922 Another and another answer him,
- 923 Clapping their proud tails to the ground below,
- 924 Shaking their scratch’d ears, bleeding as they go.
- 925 Look how the world’s poor people are amazed
- 926 At apparitions, signs, and prodigies,
- 927 Whereon with fearful eyes they long have gazed,
- 928 Infusing them with dreadful prophecies;
- 929 So she at these sad sighs draws up her breath,
- 930 And sighing it again, exclaims on death.
- 931 “Hard-favour’d tyrant, ugly, meagre, lean,
- 932 Hateful divorce of love,” thus chides she death,
- 933 “Grim-grinning ghost, earth’s worm, what dost thou mean?
- 934 To stifle beauty and to steal his breath,
- 935 Who when he liv’d, his breath and beauty set
- 936 Gloss on the rose, smell to the violet.
- 937 “If he be dead, O no, it cannot be,
- 938 Seeing his beauty, thou shouldst strike at it,
- 939 O yes, it may, thou hast no eyes to see,
- 940 But hatefully at random dost thou hit.
- 941 Thy mark is feeble age, but thy false dart
- 942 Mistakes that aim, and cleaves an infant’s heart.
- 943 “Hadst thou but bid beware, then he had spoke,
- 944 And hearing him, thy power had lost his power.
- 945 The destinies will curse thee for this stroke;
- 946 They bid thee crop a weed, thou pluck’st a flower.
- 947 Love’s golden arrow at him should have fled,
- 948 And not death’s ebon dart to strike him dead.
- 949 “Dost thou drink tears, that thou provok’st such weeping?
- 950 What may a heavy groan advantage thee?
- 951 Why hast thou cast into eternal sleeping
- 952 Those eyes that taught all other eyes to see?
- 953 Now nature cares not for thy mortal vigour,
- 954 Since her best work is ruin’d with thy rigour.”
- 955 Here overcome, as one full of despair,
- 956 She vail’d her eyelids, who like sluices stopp’d
- 957 The crystal tide that from her two cheeks fair
- 958 In the sweet channel of her bosom dropp’d
- 959 But through the flood-gates breaks the silver rain,
- 960 And with his strong course opens them again.
- 961 O how her eyes and tears did lend and borrow;
- 962 Her eyes seen in the tears, tears in her eye;
- 963 Both crystals, where they view’d each other’s sorrow,
- 964 Sorrow that friendly sighs sought still to dry;
- 965 But like a stormy day, now wind, now rain,
- 966 Sighs dry her cheeks, tears make them wet again.
- 967 Variable passions throng her constant woe,
- 968 As striving who should best become her grief;
- 969 All entertain’d, each passion labours so,
- 970 That every present sorrow seemeth chief,
- 971 But none is best, then join they all together,
- 972 Like many clouds consulting for foul weather.
- 973 By this, far off she hears some huntsman holla;
- 974 A nurse’s song ne’er pleas’d her babe so well:
- 975 The dire imagination she did follow
- 976 This sound of hope doth labour to expel;
- 977 For now reviving joy bids her rejoice,
- 978 And flatters her it is Adonis’ voice.
- 979 Whereat her tears began to turn their tide,
- 980 Being prison’d in her eye, like pearls in glass;
- 981 Yet sometimes falls an orient drop beside,
- 982 Which her cheek melts, as scorning it should pass
- 983 To wash the foul face of the sluttish ground,
- 984 Who is but drunken when she seemeth drown’d.
- 985 O hard-believing love, how strange it seems
- 986 Not to believe, and yet too credulous;
- 987 Thy weal and woe are both of them extremes;
- 988 Despair and hope make thee ridiculous,
- 989 The one doth flatter thee in thoughts unlikely,
- 990 In likely thoughts the other kills thee quickly.
- 991 Now she unweaves the web that she hath wrought,
- 992 Adonis lives, and death is not to blame;
- 993 It was not she that call’d him all to naught;
- 994 Now she adds honours to his hateful name.
- 995 She clepes him king of graves, and grave for kings,
- 996 Imperious supreme of all mortal things.
- 997 “No, no,” quoth she, “sweet death, I did but jest;
- 998 Yet pardon me, I felt a kind of fear
- 999 Whenas I met the boar, that bloody beast,
- 1000 Which knows no pity, but is still severe;
- 1001 Then, gentle shadow,—truth I must confess—
- 1002 I rail’d on thee, fearing my love’s decease.
- 1003 “’Tis not my fault, the boar provok’d my tongue;
- 1004 Be wreak’d on him, invisible commander;
- 1005 ’Tis he, foul creature, that hath done thee wrong;
- 1006 I did but act, he’s author of my slander.
- 1007 Grief hath two tongues, and never woman yet,
- 1008 Could rule them both, without ten women’s wit.”
- 1009 Thus hoping that Adonis is alive,
- 1010 Her rash suspect she doth extenuate;
- 1011 And that his beauty may the better thrive,
- 1012 With death she humbly doth insinuate;
- 1013 Tells him of trophies, statues, tombs and stories
- 1014 His victories, his triumphs and his glories.
- 1015 “O love!” quoth she, “how much a fool was I,
- 1016 To be of such a weak and silly mind,
- 1017 To wail his death who lives, and must not die
- 1018 Till mutual overthrow of mortal kind;
- 1019 For he being dead, with him is beauty slain,
- 1020 And beauty dead, black Chaos comes again.
- 1021 “Fie, fie, fond love, thou art as full of fear
- 1022 As one with treasure laden, hemm’d with thieves,
- 1023 Trifles unwitnessed with eye or ear,
- 1024 Thy coward heart with false bethinking grieves.”
- 1025 Even at this word she hears a merry horn,
- 1026 Whereat she leaps that was but late forlorn.
- 1027 As falcon to the lure, away she flies;
- 1028 The grass stoops not, she treads on it so light,
- 1029 And in her haste unfortunately spies
- 1030 The foul boar’s conquest on her fair delight;
- 1031 Which seen, her eyes, as murder’d with the view,
- 1032 Like stars asham’d of day, themselves withdrew.
- 1033 Or as the snail, whose tender horns being hit,
- 1034 Shrinks backwards in his shelly cave with pain,
- 1035 And there all smother’d up, in shade doth sit,
- 1036 Long after fearing to creep forth again:
- 1037 So at his bloody view her eyes are fled
- 1038 Into the deep dark cabins of her head.
- 1039 Where they resign their office and their light
- 1040 To the disposing of her troubled brain,
- 1041 Who bids them still consort with ugly night,
- 1042 And never wound the heart with looks again;
- 1043 Who like a king perplexed in his throne,
- 1044 By their suggestion gives a deadly groan.
- 1045 Whereat each tributary subject quakes,
- 1046 As when the wind imprison’d in the ground,
- 1047 Struggling for passage, earth’s foundation shakes,
- 1048 Which with cold terror doth men’s minds confound.
- 1049 This mutiny each part doth so surprise
- 1050 That from their dark beds once more leap her eyes.
- 1051 And being open’d, threw unwilling light
- 1052 Upon the wide wound that the boar had trench’d
- 1053 In his soft flank, whose wonted lily white
- 1054 With purple tears that his wound wept, was drench’d.
- 1055 No flower was nigh, no grass, herb, leaf or weed,
- 1056 But stole his blood and seem’d with him to bleed.
- 1057 This solemn sympathy poor Venus noteth,
- 1058 Over one shoulder doth she hang her head,
- 1059 Dumbly she passions, franticly she doteth;
- 1060 She thinks he could not die, he is not dead:
- 1061 Her voice is stopp’d, her joints forget to bow,
- 1062 Her eyes are mad, that they have wept till now.
- 1063 Upon his hurt she looks so steadfastly,
- 1064 That her sight dazzling makes the wound seem three;
- 1065 And then she reprehends her mangling eye,
- 1066 That makes more gashes, where no breach should be:
- 1067 His face seems twain, each several limb is doubled,
- 1068 For oft the eye mistakes, the brain being troubled.
- 1069 “My tongue cannot express my grief for one,
- 1070 And yet,” quoth she, “behold two Adons dead!
- 1071 My sighs are blown away, my salt tears gone,
- 1072 Mine eyes are turn’d to fire, my heart to lead:
- 1073 Heavy heart’s lead, melt at mine eyes’ red fire!
- 1074 So shall I die by drops of hot desire.
- 1075 “Alas poor world, what treasure hast thou lost!
- 1076 What face remains alive that’s worth the viewing?
- 1077 Whose tongue is music now? what canst thou boast
- 1078 Of things long since, or anything ensuing?
- 1079 The flowers are sweet, their colours fresh and trim,
- 1080 But true sweet beauty liv’d and died with him.
- 1081 “Bonnet nor veil henceforth no creature wear!
- 1082 Nor sun nor wind will ever strive to kiss you:
- 1083 Having no fair to lose, you need not fear;
- 1084 The sun doth scorn you, and the wind doth hiss you.
- 1085 But when Adonis liv’d, sun and sharp air
- 1086 Lurk’d like two thieves, to rob him of his fair.
- 1087 “And therefore would he put his bonnet on,
- 1088 Under whose brim the gaudy sun would peep;
- 1089 The wind would blow it off, and being gone,
- 1090 Play with his locks; then would Adonis weep;
- 1091 And straight, in pity of his tender years,
- 1092 They both would strive who first should dry his tears.
- 1093 “To see his face the lion walk’d along
- 1094 Behind some hedge, because he would not fear him;
- 1095 To recreate himself when he hath sung,
- 1096 The tiger would be tame and gently hear him.
- 1097 If he had spoke, the wolf would leave his prey,
- 1098 And never fright the silly lamb that day.
- 1099 “When he beheld his shadow in the brook,
- 1100 The fishes spread on it their golden gills;
- 1101 When he was by, the birds such pleasure took,
- 1102 That some would sing, some other in their bills
- 1103 Would bring him mulberries and ripe-red cherries,
- 1104 He fed them with his sight, they him with berries.
- 1105 “But this foul, grim, and urchin-snouted boar,
- 1106 Whose downward eye still looketh for a grave,
- 1107 Ne’er saw the beauteous livery that he wore;
- 1108 Witness the entertainment that he gave.
- 1109 If he did see his face, why then I know
- 1110 He thought to kiss him, and hath kill’d him so.
- 1111 “’Tis true, ’tis true; thus was Adonis slain:
- 1112 He ran upon the boar with his sharp spear,
- 1113 Who did not whet his teeth at him again,
- 1114 But by a kiss thought to persuade him there;
- 1115 And nuzzling in his flank, the loving swine
- 1116 Sheath’d unaware the tusk in his soft groin.
- 1117 “Had I been tooth’d like him, I must confess,
- 1118 With kissing him I should have kill’d him first;
- 1119 But he is dead, and never did he bless
- 1120 My youth with his; the more am I accurst.”
- 1121 With this she falleth in the place she stood,
- 1122 And stains her face with his congealed blood.
- 1123 She looks upon his lips, and they are pale;
- 1124 She takes him by the hand, and that is cold,
- 1125 She whispers in his ears a heavy tale,
- 1126 As if they heard the woeful words she told;
- 1127 She lifts the coffer-lids that close his eyes,
- 1128 Where lo, two lamps burnt out in darkness lies.
- 1129 Two glasses where herself herself beheld
- 1130 A thousand times, and now no more reflect;
- 1131 Their virtue lost, wherein they late excell’d,
- 1132 And every beauty robb’d of his effect.
- 1133 “Wonder of time,” quoth she, “this is my spite,
- 1134 That thou being dead, the day should yet be light.
- 1135 “Since thou art dead, lo here I prophesy,
- 1136 Sorrow on love hereafter shall attend:
- 1137 It shall be waited on with jealousy,
- 1138 Find sweet beginning, but unsavoury end;
- 1139 Ne’er settled equally, but high or low,
- 1140 That all love’s pleasure shall not match his woe.
- 1141 “It shall be fickle, false and full of fraud,
- 1142 Bud, and be blasted in a breathing while;
- 1143 The bottom poison, and the top o’erstraw’d
- 1144 With sweets that shall the truest sight beguile.
- 1145 The strongest body shall it make most weak,
- 1146 Strike the wise dumb, and teach the fool to speak.
- 1147 “It shall be sparing, and too full of riot,
- 1148 Teaching decrepit age to tread the measures;
- 1149 The staring ruffian shall it keep in quiet,
- 1150 Pluck down the rich, enrich the poor with treasures;
- 1151 It shall be raging mad, and silly mild,
- 1152 Make the young old, the old become a child.
- 1153 “It shall suspect where is no cause of fear,
- 1154 It shall not fear where it should most mistrust;
- 1155 It shall be merciful, and too severe,
- 1156 And most deceiving when it seems most just;
- 1157 Perverse it shall be, where it shows most toward,
- 1158 Put fear to valour, courage to the coward.
- 1159 “It shall be cause of war and dire events,
- 1160 And set dissension ’twixt the son and sire;
- 1161 Subject and servile to all discontents,
- 1162 As dry combustious matter is to fire,
- 1163 Sith in his prime death doth my love destroy,
- 1164 They that love best their love shall not enjoy.”
- 1165 By this the boy that by her side lay kill’d
- 1166 Was melted like a vapour from her sight,
- 1167 And in his blood that on the ground lay spill’d,
- 1168 A purple flower sprung up, chequer’d with white,
- 1169 Resembling well his pale cheeks, and the blood
- 1170 Which in round drops upon their whiteness stood.
- 1171 She bows her head, the new-sprung flower to smell,
- 1172 Comparing it to her Adonis’ breath;
- 1173 And says within her bosom it shall dwell,
- 1174 Since he himself is reft from her by death;
- 1175 She drops the stalk, and in the breach appears
- 1176 Green-dropping sap, which she compares to tears.
- 1177 “Poor flower,” quoth she, “this was thy father’s guise,
- 1178 Sweet issue of a more sweet-smelling sire,
- 1179 For every little grief to wet his eyes,
- 1180 To grow unto himself was his desire,
- 1181 And so ’tis thine; but know, it is as good
- 1182 To wither in my breast as in his blood.
- 1183 “Here was thy father’s bed, here in my breast;
- 1184 Thou art the next of blood, and ’tis thy right:
- 1185 Lo in this hollow cradle take thy rest,
- 1186 My throbbing heart shall rock thee day and night:
- 1187 There shall not be one minute in an hour
- 1188 Wherein I will not kiss my sweet love’s flower.”
- 1189 Thus weary of the world, away she hies,
- 1190 And yokes her silver doves; by whose swift aid
- 1191 Their mistress mounted through the empty skies,
- 1192 In her light chariot quickly is convey’d;
- 1193 Holding their course to Paphos, where their queen
- 1194 Means to immure herself and not be seen.